Haters -.-

For the past two days I have been bombarded with hate from stupid people who have no idea what they are on about -.- I'd rather not listen to your made up shit about what you say has happened to Jen - you just sound stupid. All of you are pathetic, spreading shit like that!! And you know what I found very interesting? The fact that most of the haters were 'Heroes' -.- 

Your stupid little stories are worthless and I cbb with them. You don't have any respect for the living nvr mind the dead!! I cant explain how much I wnt to delete Jen's acc, and say I couldn't care less about wht ppl say, and that it doesn't effect me. It makes me sick to think that Jen actually went through that shit without saying a word to anybody. STOP THE FUCKING HATE!! Now, unlike Jen, idc if I swear. Get used to it, because I WILL be saying things more like this if this hate doesn't stop!!

The shitty forums have been deleted, including the nice ones. Ty for those who defended Jen on the forums.. such a shame they didn't stop there -.- 

The sad thing is, that some of Jen's FRIENDS started the hate off!! Friends that SHE LOOKED UP TO!! Wtf do you get out of it?? Some sort of glee that your making Jen look like shit?? Making ME look like a lying brat?? Grow the fuck up -.-

But, you stupid little haters didn't stop at MY inbox did you?? Nope, you just HAD to say stupid things to friends as well! For fuck's sake, was ONE PERSON CRYING NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU SELFISH PPL?! You just had to go around saying that your glad Jen died?? 

Idc what it takes: I am clearing MY sister's name, no matter how much it makes ppl dislike me!! Fgs, Jen has done nothing to you ppl, yet you cheer when she dies?? You disgust me -.- 

Post 2 - Pink Weekend

Tysm for all the support I have gotten for the past few days.. it makes me stronger.. ily all, pls remember that <333

First is Ice.. tysm for joining in with the weekend.. I love the AB - it's amazing <3 We have became close these few days.. I hope we can become even closer <33

Kiss.. ty for joining in with this weekend theme..

Simmy.. tysm <33 Pink suits you <3

And finally Soph.. your AB about Pink Weekend is beautiful.. Tysm <33

She has also planned a New Series: Stay Strong . This is a wonderful idea, and I will definitely watch it.. I also have a series about cancer (Last Breath) which relates to my RL situations in parts.. Tysm if you could watch mine and Soph's when it's released.

Jen xox  

Post 1 - Pink Weekend

I'm astonished by how well Pink Weekend is turning out.. ty Hollyrenee for making an AB, a blog post and joining in with this theme weekend.. tysm all of you <33

Cat.. you were the first person I told on MSP about my cancer.. tysm for all your help and support <33 Ly

Ty Julie for the AB and wearing pink.. you look beautiful <33 Your AB is amazing.. I didn't even know you when you made it xDD This just shows how big the Angeling family actually is <3 Ty

And, ofc, holly.. Tysm for supporting this weekend and joining in.. <33 Pink rlly suits you xD <33 Ly

I will be posting more pictures of Pink Weekend.. I will also be adding, and rewarding most ppl.. I am not the only person on MSP with this disease.. Madpinker has it to.. pls support her aswell <33

Jen xox

My Cancer

Most of you should know by now that I have a very serious type of cancer.. It's incurable.. so no 'get well soon' for me.. I WILL die.. no doubt about it.. when and where is a very different matter.. for all I know, I could die in my sleep.. peaceful..

Ik I have scared many of you with this confession.. pls don't be scared, because it just makes me feel awkward.. so many ppl are now ignoring me, or sending me 'pity' msgs.. I hate it. I feel stupid, and I hate it. I am still the same person, cancer doesn't change me.. although the fun times are gone, and I am now spending my time wisely, that doesn't mean I have changed..

Nobody other than my BFF's are getting my acc.. my sister included.. ik they will cherish my acc, and make me proud.. I can promise each and every one of you, I will shine down on you.. I will be the guardian angel.. and, this also means the Heroes were wrong.. because an Angeling WILL become an angel.. I will <3

Ilysm.. all of you: Cat, Mia, Faatimah, Star, Lily, Polly, Holly, Candi, Charlie..

My school friends: Natasha, Mia (Lol), Levi, Niamh, Emma, Jess 1, 2 AND 3, Ashleigh, Kayley, Abbie, Daisy.. Faye, Beth, Jasmine, Laura, Julia and Emily.. ik some of you read this.. most of this post has been about my MSP times.. now it's time for my RL times..

Natasha - My very first and fave BFF, always there for me, no matter what.. you even liked me when I beat you at bowling ;D

Levi - Well, 'Jeans', its certainly been an adventure <3

Niamh- Love you, you Irish 'princess' xDD

Emma - I miss you soo much.. I miss that Scottish accent.. I miss my cross country buddy.. you'll be very glad to know I got 11:06 as my cross country time.. Can't wait for the championships.. Love ya <3

Jen xox

Polly

Polly,

You really do mean so much to me.. more than you will ever know. You are simply the best, kindest and caring person I have ever met.. And I am so glad I defended you that day.. I still remember the day when we met <33 That's how much ily <33

You don't deserve the appalling hate that you get.. you really don't. Ppl sending you threats, telling lies about you? It disgusts me -.- But pls remember that me and many others will always be here for you <3 Stay strong.

Pls know that ilysm, Polly <33 You can always count on me, no matter what <3

Jen xox

My 4thie

After two days as profile GF and BF, I decided to remove Dan (!$Dan$!) from that spot. He doesn't come on much at all.. the only reason he was online when we got together, was simply because he had nothing to do. He plays football, rugby and trains a lot for them. He has weekend football games, and just has a life. That is why, I removed him from my profile spot. Pls note, we are still together IRL. 

Pls also note that me and Connor (Momo Swag Boy 69) are just 4thies, and are not together!!

Ty, 

Jen <33

Star

Star <33

I have to start by saying tysm for everything. I couldn't ask for more from anybody. Your art books are beautiful, and I have yet to publish mine for you...

We have come so far as friends these past few days.. and I hope we can go further <33

Ly Bestie <33

Jen <33